Last night I made a wonderful dinner for my Owner. I served it to Him properly at the dinner table then silently took my place on the floor beside His feet. This is when we get to catch up on the day. He tells me His and I may be allowed to tell Him mine. He asks questions, I answer and provide details on what I would like to do or want to do or what is on my mind that needs His answers or approvals.
Other then me kneeling beside Him, Naked. There are no other real rules for this conversation. It’s always open and honest. Master-Sir commented on how funny and correct He thought my last post was about the video of the slave under the table. He also said that The Pretty Brunette thought it was very accurate as well. But He noticed that the post was the only post there for a very long time and wondered why?
Although I am allowed free reign on what I write in my blog, like everything else in my life, it is up to Him when I do something. Writing in my blog has not been on my mind for a while and I simply have not had anything to add to it that I thought was interesting or important. Plus Master-Sir and work have limited my free time, so I just haven’t thought about asking permission to write a post. Preferring to use what little free time I had to lay at His feet resting.
As He hand fed me a baby tomato from His salad, He told me that it’s not right to think like that. I have people who come to my blog, who enjoy hearing about me and my daily life, even if its the trivial stuff. I know we have talked about this before, but maybe I am a little stubborn on that. I live this way and it been this way for years, so maybe i don’t see the little things I do regularly as being that important to write about. Like dinner with my Owner and talking about our issues!
Although some of what has been happening lately would make for some interesting reading, the issues behind them may not be and I may be fearing what I will think as I write them out. About the importance of friendships, lost friends and what is happening in Las Vegas lately. Like the MGM layoffs. For insight, MGM owns more than 55% of the casinos on the Las Vegas Strip and is one of the largest employers in Nevada. Thankfully, I am still working. My Boss has said my job, even if it is or isn’t with MGM, is safe for a long time! So, yes, I am still working, as well as most of the friends we know or like. A few people we do know were let go.
for a while there was a routine. on Thursdays, my one day off for myself and to do slave chores, perfect opportunity to write. i liked that. it was when being used by others for the pleasures of my Owner. I had a rhythm and a constant part of my life. that the rhythm kind of changed. I still have my Thursdays off to do slave things for my Owner and His friends, if desired. it’s a time for me to catch on household chores as well. but nothing that was challenging me or leaving me with thoughts that needed to be expressed.
Master-Sir reminded that there have been challenges and changes, just not as major as i once thought. The Pretty Brutnnet is coming back to Las Vegas more. So she and my Owner are doing more things together. Meaning I am now back to being more of a house slave than His fuck toy. Even Miss Evvy has started to make a return. More so over the Internet than actually being here in person. Other little changes have happened as well as some events that may be of interest to you as well as to my future service to my Owner and His friends. So, guessing from His questions, the bigger picture of life was not getting my attention!
With His Permission
This blog has always been my place to come and express myself, question and comment on things in my life and to answer questions from you. I am free to write what I want about who I want without any fear of punishment. Master-Sir has NO editorial control over this blog! That has always been the way it worked.
Maybe its that what is written here is more of a look at my life that needs to be explained, discussed or just gotten out of my head for me to see it in reality! So lately my life may have become a little too trivial for a blog post? Maybe not to the point of needing to be questioned or examined. But may be fun for you to read as well as offering this slave a chance to reflect on how good her life is?
Maybe this blog has been here so long that things just seem trivial. or maybe i think you already know. What is written here is my free space, my free time. Master-Sir has no editorial control. However, it’s time taken away from serving my Owner and with that, i must ask His permission. Just like everything else in my life, i live for the happiness of my Owner. I leave for work, He knows it. when i’m at work and need to use the bathroom, i will text Him for permission. leaving for lunch? same thing. I am HIS property and He dictates how i live.
I love that. So when it comes to writing my blog, i ask permission to leave Him and go upstairs to my bedroom and write. Between work, serving Master-Sir and living my life, not much has been pressing or what I thought was worthy of a blog post. A recurring theme, for sure!
So, as my beloved Owner placed His plate on the floor for me to eat the scraps, He gave me my orders. To finish eating everything, then to go upstairs to my room and write out 5 possible blog topics. do not write them, just the ideas. then return to Him. He needs my attention for another project.
This was the first of many to come. I needed to explain what was the reason behind the lack of posts. Master-Sir is always the one who knows what is needed to get His slave back into her right headspace and back on track.
Thank You for being patient and being there for me.
Yes, More To Come!