Where does the time go? My brother will be here in less than 10 days! I had it figured out to be longer than that. Or maybe I was just hoping it would be longer than a few days before I had to tell Him the truth about His little sister.
Tonight’s conversation was short. He called first to talk about Dad on Father’s Day. The usual quick update on any family Drama then onto the kill. He quickly got to the point of the conversation. He just took a deep breath and asked me: “Am I a slave or a submissive??”
What fed into all this was that He was talking to Dad and they got into a conversation about mom and that I guess led into some thought He had about their relationship, our earlier conversation about alpha male and wives serving their men. Then the light went off in his head.
I was Busted. I was Outed. The dots connected and He now needed to know now!
Never in my life had I lied to my brother so I wasn’t about to start now. So I answered that I am my Husbands slave. Not a submissive, but a slave. A willing slave who wanted this her entire adult life. In case He needed to know, there is a HUGE difference between the two. Deep breath, long silence then I needed to know. Did that news bother him? No, not really. But unfortunately He needed to go and He told me in a Brotherly fashion that WE will talk later.
Hmm… He sounded happy that He knew the truth, no Bullshit, and no cover-up. His sister is what He was thinking she was and we left it all on a good note.
Afterward, my loving brother sent me a very long, twisted and wonderful email. He is glad I found my happy place with a wonderful man He knows loves me for who I am. He also knows that I could never hide this from Him for very long. He added that He knew if I did keep it a secret and try to be normal, i would be miserable inside.
His desire while here is to relax, have fun, gamble a little, see a few shows and spend as much time as possible with his kid sister, who He misses a lot. ( I loved that part!)
He is also fascinated by the kink or in my case, the lifestyle and would have no problem seeing some of it in action. With a few requests. No sexual anything in public or in front of him, no nudity and no painful punishments or play while he is in the house. Please?
The thought of hearing someone beat his sister, may send him into fits and rage of anger no matter the reason. It’s just the brother-protector side of him..
The words, the name-calling, the way we relate to each other would be an “educational experience.” He wrote. “So please do not change that for my protection” is how He put it. He went on to explain that the times that He saw me with my “husband” and the way we connected with each other and the way we acted towards each other, was more than just a loving wife serving her loving husband. It’s nice to see what it really is and that I am in happy in my place. His current girlfriend is all “Gag-Ga” over the “50 shades” book, so He was starting to piece it together…
I responded by asking him to keep what he learns here, to himself. I also let him know that unless he says otherwise, my none sexual, clothed services will extend to him and to please enjoy what He can while here.
The letter was a wonderful thing to read. It answered a lot of questions. Maybe tonight, the last bit of my nervousness will go away!