Its always such an interesting conversation when I get a instant message or an email from someone on FetLife asking if my Owner and I are poly and what’s it like to be a slave in a ploy re;ationship?
In their eyes I guess, since my Owner shares me with others, that means “we” play and “we” swing or “we” are poly. Well, Not really. I just wish they would read the profile and understand that I am a slave, not His girlfriend, not His wife, not His sub. I am His property.
My Owner has sex with His girlfriend or girlfriends if you will, any time He wants to. I will only have sex with the people He tells me to. Or Not. He decides if I am to be used for sex, by who and when. I have no say in how or when I am used for sexual services. I am also restricted on what I can and can not enjoy.
He may be poly if you want to call it that. I am not. I am a slave, I am His slave. Sex is a pleasure He allows me to have when and where He wants me to. If He decides i will not be used for sex by anyone anymore, (and He has) That is His decision and I will have to live with it.
There are those times He will have sex with me and make it so He enjoys it, but not allow me to enjoy it. He can make it painful for me and pleasurable for Him. Master-Sir can also make it pleasurable for me as well. Its His choice. I am there to be used for His pleasures and the pleasures of those He loans me to. Its His choice. It’s the Owner’s choice!
I am His slave.